Es ist gut Menschen lachen zu sehen.

Es ist gut Menschen lachen zu sehen.
Ich weiß, dass ich seit einiger Zeit nichts mehr geschrieben habe. Zum Teil deshalb weil ich zu unmotiviert war, zum anderen Teil weil ich meine Dedanken nicht mehr teilen wollte. In letzter Zeit geht mir viel durch den Kopf. Ich fange an mir viele Sorgen zu machen, was mal aus mir werden soll. Ich habe keine Ahnung und mir geht so langsam die Zeit aus. Dem Traum folgen, das wär 'mal ne gute Ideologie. Einziges Problem ist, ich hab keine Ahnung was ich wirklich will vom Leben. Ich hab keine Ahnung über nichts mehr. Meine Gefühle, meine Gedanken, meine Meinungen, meine Persönlichkeit, alles; von all diesen Sachen war noch nie in meinem Leben alles so unstruktiert und chaotisch wie jetzt. Mir fehlt der Sinn in allem. Im Endeffekt leben alle so wie andere es von uns erwarten. Ich will für mich hier sein. Egozentrisch, ich weiß; aber vielleicht ist es genau das was ich brauche.
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# Posted on Wednesday, 22 October 2008 at 3:26 PM

Birthdaay

Birthdaay
Yesterday the boys had this thing planned out for physics which was absolutely amazing and super duper cute, so thank you Cian, Mally, Samy, Doug and I don't know who else. The evening was spent with a bunch of amazing people which was a great a laugh. Was pretty much an incredible day, one of the very few times I actually enjoyed my birthday. This morning Georgie and I wrote a couple of songs when we were alone again ahaha. We're such pros with our awesome musical talent. I was home alone all day, watching season three of Prison Break and eating chocolate cake. I so need to get a life 8D
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# Posted on Saturday, 13 September 2008 at 3:08 PM

Feeling totaaallly patriotic

Feeling totaaallly patriotic



AAAND the Austrian football team beat France last nightt :DD
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# Posted on Sunday, 07 September 2008 at 2:31 PM

Mally looks soo eh.. eh.. eh.. :D

Mally looks soo eh.. eh.. eh.. :D
I woke up at 15:00 today. First time in a week that I've slept for more than a few hours. I had this pretty cool dream that there were these mutants who were being forced into exile, and I was trying to help this one couple who occasionally turned into bugs :D Yesterday I was reaaally dead all day but it was great nevertheless. First Andrea was at mine and we made brownies and watched "Friends". In the evening my mom and I were invited to Georgie's house for dinner. We went to that and I had a really good time there, with George. I gave her her birthday present (a little late, but whatever) and we had a loong conversation. Today, all I've done is played guitar. Some Damien Rice, some Howie Day, some Franz Ferdinand and then some random. Off to school tomorrow again, same as always, with the exception of the new kids :)
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# Posted on Sunday, 07 September 2008 at 2:12 PM

"et toi, tu es natachichon"

Was great with you this summerr. In Nice and in "our place", you are the shizzle.
"et toi, tu es natachichon"
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# Posted on Monday, 01 September 2008 at 4:27 PM